So as I was looking forward to Valentine's day. I am not anymore. We all know that life is not perfect and that sometimes it takes its toll. I thought I had the best guy and the perfect plan for Valentine's day. I was going to put the kids in bed early and make this guy a nice candle lite dinner for two. To my surprise he would not be joining me for our special day. Looks like dinner for one, I guess.
It wasn't all his fault, I did play a roll in it to. If I would not have pushed him away in the first place then he would be here. Instead of being in Wyoming for the most romantic day of the year. That and he did ask what I would rather have him for that day or he could wait a little longer and just move. I got my hopes up for the day and now I am just going to sit alone.
So now that I have come to terms with him not being here. I am looking forward to when he does come. I just don't know when that will be. I know that it is hard to make up your mind when there is so much to loose. But if you are not willing to take a chance every once in awhile then you will never have anything to loose in the first place.
So in conclusion, I just want my happy house back. With my kids, my husband (fingers crossed he doesn't run away before we get hitched), and me. I would also like to thank his parents for making him. He is the perfect guy and he puts up with me and that's really hard to do
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